You sound like a desperate man, that has no clue what the fuck it's happening. If you want help, I would suggest you take a break, come back tomorrow, and ask the right questions.
Printed copy · Anthology Volume 9, page 1080Printed copy from The Tender For Law Anthology, Volume 9, page 1080 (printed 13 June 2014). Added by this site; not part of the Facebook export.