Okay, well hold off on the grovelling, please. Just a straight answer.
Who were these others you naively trusted? How was trust betrayed? Where, and by whom, did deceit enter in?
Some actual details.
Printed copy · Anthology Volume 2, page 308Printed copy from The Tender For Law Anthology, Volume 2, page 308 (printed 14 June 2014). Added by this site; not part of the Facebook export.