There is nowhere else to go. Sorry you missed that. The Noble Lie destroyed any chance of you EVER getting that. Stop feeding dreams unless you know WHY you want them.
I think if you examine it, you don't have an answer, outside of "because this sucks". NEVER make life decisions based on making something bad stop... Unless you are a battered woman, in which case... GET OUT!
...otherwise your entire life will be a "reaction" to something "bad".
Printed copy · Anthology Volume 4, page 22Printed copy from The Tender For Law Anthology, Volume 4, page 22 (printed 13 June 2014). Added by this site; not part of the Facebook export.